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In here i just want to give my condolences to my college buddy family for their lost of their & our dearest MAJIDI.My memory about him is limited but as i can remember he is a good frenz. So.....to MAJIDI ..semoga dtempatkan diantara orang2 yg beriman....al-fatihah


people do mistake in their lif3 n so do i.........dont judge people by their mistake but let them learn from the mistake they have done. When the tears want to drop just let it be dont hold it....if u want to laugh just giv it all because we will never know when it will b gone.........i do mistake n sumtimes i didnt learn n stll doin the same mistake again n again, all i can do is cry n thinking y but what it will bring me?

I cry many times n i know so do u....but y must we hide it n blaming & teasing people when they do cry.........just let them cry as many they want n they wll learn.....n this lif3 there is a moment i cant cry coz i need to be strong n i dun want people to tease n under estimate me..but am i strong?

I have a belief of trusting that this world is beautiful n full wit a marvelous people but....u know wat do i mean......thats y when people ask me y must i do that, y must i accept that .........i just dont know wat to tell them because what i trust n belief now is not what i c n learn day by day Its hard to trust people but sumtimes its hard not to......i am not a Miss Universe who always say WORLD PEACE hahaha i dun trust that..........but i am trying to hold on to wat i believe while try to blend it with wat i learn.

When i read my blog again n again its sounds like i am a crying baby that always complaining about everything hahhahahaha but its ok atleast when i reach my golden age & this bloging thingig still got & im still alive mayb i will be laughing while reading all this n ur blog also hehehe...

ENJOY UR LIFE WHEN YOU CAN OK...............

lalalalala

ok latest update bout me......in frust mood coz cant watch MUKHSIN due to craziness of life.....hahaha........but it pay coz i can watch 2 movies in one week hahahaha...

JANGAN PANDANG BELAKANG hurm.....wat can i say a gud change in malay scary movie of coz cant compare wit the greatness PONTIANAK SUNDAL MALAM but.....to me pierre n ahmad idham really done a excellent job in making this movie . I can hear the whole cinemas screaming llbih lg yg gurlz2 including me hahahaha. But the sound effect in the movie is fuyo!!!!!! even though the sound almost like korean & japanase kinna sound but gud effect. walaupun den tutup mate spjg mase tp mmg sound effect die wat den x leh tido hahahaha.........I dengar this movie make a lot of profit since it was launch (BRAVO.......)

This is wat malaysia need another statisfying n gud movie not just the same lames movie concept. For example when watching scary movie the characters is the one screaming like hell rather than the audience. To me when u r creating an 'art' u should let the audience feel what you feel than it can be consider as a GOOD movie....I dunno this is my point of view of coz, people should xpress wat they want to xpress n say wat they think n feel. I am not a good observer but i just tell wat ever that runs in my mind :P

Ok the second movie i watch is Mr Bean-Going to Holiday (is it the correct title....sorry if i write it wrong). Honestly i am not a British movie kinna fan but i do watch one if im in the mood of it. To me Mr Bean movie ok la since i didnt watch it since i am in my high school till now accept when my little haikal 'order' us to open the cartoon version of Mr Bean. I prefer more on the cartoon version than the real one but dunnola kan. But to me the movie is enjoying bcoz after a hard day in office it did release my tension n yada yada yada. Tottaly laugh when he makes a 'stupid' jokes or face. But in the other hand have you ever think a PROFESSOR can be a COMEDIAN hurm........... Really respect MR ROWAN for being Mr BEAN.

So guys now wake up n go and watch any movie that you want n then think about it or just enjoy the movie. Sumtimes we watch movie because we want that movie to give us something good n enjoyable.Sumtimes we watch it because we want to watch it.......Dun care wat is ur reason to watch one but just watch k...

C ya...tatata

lif3 funny

i dunno wat to say unless to tell u that lif3 do funny & it get funnier every day.......dunno wat to say anymore.....i know a lot of of people around me & trying to learn each of them & they do giv me a lot of advice (thanx guys) but sumtimes when things get scramble i am tumbling hahahaha....

Love for example fuh...guys really let me tell u sumthing dont get involve to deep or u will get drown.....u know sumtimes i just think that y dun we just straight away meet the real one....but on the other side there will b no choice to b choose n there is a lot interesting guys & gurl out there hahaha.....

And work lif3 hahahaha........meeting n working wit a lot of people makes u think WHY??????? sumtimes if they are ok mmg totally crazy mazzy but if there are the kind of misss da sok sek2 aiya......pening wo hahahaha....

i just dunno y i like to talk about lif3 mayb coz x de topik lain kot :P

nuways always b happy wit who u r n wat u r...appreciate wat u hav now & dun ever cry when its gone.....be proud with wat u have & not wat u will get k.....HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

the butterflies

after all that happen in ur lif3, u hav been struggling n crying n tumbling to figure out wat is happening right now in you lif3 and have we ever just sit down, relax, n think about nothing. As life goes on u've collecting a puzzle and when the journey is crashing here and there, u just need to sit and combining all this puzzle together. I'm struggling here, thinking n thinking about my lif3 n feeling disappointed wit it but wit just one word from a fren i just cant say any other word......Admire her wit her thinking about lif3 & her passion wit wat ever she's in to. I've been trying to b like her but trust me its hard, u can't b other but urself...


lif3 is funny i am only 22 but my thinking is like a 52 kinna people harharhar....ooo man right now i just want to go to any cinema and watch mukhsin....i dunt want to miss any Yasmin Ahmad touch, she is a very good thinker n story teller. Afdlin also fuh..dunno where they get all of this idea to make a great movie not even great but fantastic...malaysia needs more this kind of people, they never scared of expressing & showing wat they think n want. They make us think but in a deep way......lif3 could be in colour if we allow it just like a butterflies.....full wit beauty n grace.....see ya.....

Sedang cuba bermonolog........bersasterala pulak he....

Rase nak tukar konsep blog nie...nak jd kan tempat nie tmpt bersastera n btukar pendapat......so hope u guys ok n like it...jgn lupe komen k.....see y in the next entry k....


Cerita nie langsung x de kaitan dengan ssape n ape2 kecuali rase kbosanan saye sendr yg tpikir nak wat monolog nie (sori kalo istilah @ kata2 saye slh k) so hope u guyz enjoy it......

" Setiap manusia punya impian dah harapan masing-masing. Satu fantasi sukar menjadi realiti. Pemahaman insani sendiri tentang hidup sukar ditafsirkan. Aku semut di kotaraya ini sedang mencari rezeki dan mencuba mengecapi fantasi. Aku tahu itu mustahil bagi semut kecil seperti aku. Dugaan dan godaan banyak merubah aku. Dulu semut kecil berwarna merah berani. Kini aku semut hitam yang memakan manisan insani. Sukar untuk menjadi malaikat di dunia ini tapi tersebarnya syaitan pada semut-semut yang merah. Aku bukan lemah tapi tergoda melihat dunia yang semakin kecil ini seperti diriku yang semakin kecil. Masihku ingat dulu senyum ibuku melihatku bangga tapi kini entah kemana senyumnya yang tinggal hanya memori kerna aku cuba menjadi semut besar. Mimpi dan terus mimpi bagi mencapai fantasi yang indah. Realiti begitu kasar untuk terus berkhayal dan hanyut di dunoia fantasiku. Aku cuba menjadi malaikat dan terus berbangga menjadi semut besar. Dunia ini memang kuat auranya bagi menarik aku ke lembahnya. Aku bukan mengaku menjadi alpa itu hebat tapi aku cuba menyatakan aku hilang di dalam lorong-lorong gelap duniawi. Bukan hendak bersastera tapi itu realiti hidup kita semut-semut. Satu nilai gula itu bersamaan dengan nilai harga semut-semut. Hilang……..ghaib…..Ajaib bukan, melihat semua semut yang dijadikan oleh Yang Esa tidak penah mencuci diri 5 kali sehari seperti disuruh. Aku juga dalam golongan itu memandang remeh insani-insani yang cuba menjadi malaikat. Sebenarnya aku cuba menyembunyikan apa yang aku fantasikan supaya aku nampak hebat sebagai semut besar. Aku pernah kenal dengan seorang semut besar, terlalu besar ku fikir. Besar dengan keegoan dan keangkuhannya. Meluat dengan setiap butir kata yang dilafazkan tapi aku tidak sedar aku menuju ke jalan semut besar ini. Aku bersastera tentang hidup, hidup aku yang semakin hilang supaya insani dapat menerangkan aku didalam kegelapan ini sebelum aku semakin malap."