Thursday, March 26, 2009

What a week...


Hi there.....

fuh....x tau nak cakap camne with my whole weekend....totally like a single woman weeks....
starting monday, i've meet my x-clique yg kbetulan my x-high school fren so we have a long chit chat from 6pm till 10pm.....then on tuesday....after a very boring long day i just buzz her just to go out n have fun....she's so supportive by only 1 msg we meet again at KLCC and have a longer chat till 11pm huhuhu...earlier i go to my x-company just to take sum stuff n hav a chat....i cant believe myself how plastic people can b....i still can remember myself months ago jobless with only a part time job in hand n these few people is talking to me like i am a no body....with a hu?...ha? answer given to me if i just ask sumthing or try to make a conversation...then......after i got my new job in a well-known company they starting to say.."hey fira, how r u....what r u doin lately n bla..bla..bla..bla..". i as usual having my plastic face n just talking n talking n bragging myself about my new job n bla..bla..bla...urgh how i hate dis kinna people n how happy i am to brag bout myself hahaha(fira x baik blagak tau) :P

ok put that aside coz we all know that when we r down, people will turn away from u n when u r on top hey...suddently u got xtra2 fren (PLASTIC). ok cont with my happy story wit Fadz (my x-clique), actually in earlier stage when we still in school we barely talk to each other...i with my own thing n she with her thing then we meet in my last company....almost a year i work there than i recognize her but as usual we seldom c n talk to each other..it just when i'm jobless, we start to talk due to we r applying a new job to the same comp.....so we getting close there....i can c that she's a good fren bcoz she nvr avoid me as the other PLASTIC people does....but now we r in the diff direction of job but still buzzing each other time by time.....we've talking about a lot of stuff, catching n laughing at our self from school until the hot2 gossip (i admit that i love gossiping...kak farah mesti gelak ni n cakap i told u so hahahah)......oh my how we can meet a good fren even with a single hi :P

n then on wed, my office r having karaoke nite to all of the stuff n me there loving singing n pecahkn the speaker having a blast...i promise myself to go back at 8pm due to the last 2days late nite...i got to remember i'm a married person :P but i drag myself till 10pm (sib baik hubby keja mlm that week so x de la klam kabut hehe) really2 happy to b there n minggle around with my new clique..its a good thing to do if u just started work....n im so suprise how supportive kakak2 opis den by singging n dancing all nite (dun under estimate old people ok)....happy time...

then yesterday, hubby is off so at 1st we decide just to sit at home catch up any hse work that i havent done for this few days....but as usual my husband as the abg long for our gang being called n ask to hang aroud at NZ n we lepaking until 1am.....talking n bullying our other gang for his skema look (jahatnyer ktorg ni....jgn marah na) n he just cursing at us everytime we start to tease him.......jangan marah ek coz mmain je..ssaje lpaskn mase2 boring :P n hey my cousin frm indonesia just arrive in kl yesterday.. i meet her n totally suprise n thanking her for coming n helping my parents in hse work......after my sis starting to work nobody in the family hav the time to look after the hse...so in the weekend i always help out my parent to do some cleaning work as our hse is only doors away.....pity my mom coz she's so tired by working the whole nite n have to clean out the hse....i feel sad to see my mom to woke up early n cleaning...dun worry ma..along slalu akan tlg mama ek...i'll try my best ek...even we always fight hahaha (well wat to do if u r the reflection of ur mom....panas2 :P)...anyway TQ As for coming...

today i hope i can just stay at home n rest...i really hope so but i dunno why i felt it just impossible :P...ok then i have to start my work now...c ya in da next blog ....bye...luv u all

Monday, March 23, 2009

Moody n boring day...


Hi there...

this morning when i woke up, i start screaming in my heart n wish its not Monday...how i wish i can still lay on my bed n cont my dream.......damn 2day is not a great day for me..dunno whether i woke up on the wrong side of my bed or this is my bad hair day......everything seems to be so mess up...

i dun concentrate on my work 2day as my attention is move to the latest hot stories...its not that i wanna get involve it just this is about my dept wa...y...y... i just dun understand people, y they make a stupid move while they have a great life...i just dun understand i wish i will never b in their shoe.....oh my how i wish i can just dished my office n walk around KL....it just i feel so tense n dying.....notting i do rite 2day...i spill my skirt with my drinks...i keep tumble down when walking...every word people said to me seems to b so so anoying....how i anoyed myself.....

every second my head dun stop looking at the watch....when its gonna b 5.30pm....ding dong2 time to leave gurl...move ur ass n walk anywhere n stop annoying urself.....i keep watching my hp waiting for my husband to reply all my msg since dis morning..o y he didnt reply...i just cut my hair last thursday as a suprise 4 him but surprise2 he hate it wa......y he dun like it, i looks cute with dis hair (im just telling that to myself atleast im happy). after dat i heard from my fren they r cancelling our plan to go fishing dis weekend...how im so piss off by dat....i need to go to the ocean n caught sum fish n cursing all the fish that won't bite my bait....i need to go sumwhere!!!sumwhere!!!! an island mayb by myself and scream all my heart off....oh my how annoying myself rite now...

ok i think im tired of scolding myself...c ya on the next post...i hope in a better mood....sori for reading my angry side hehehe...

Friday, March 13, 2009

People jealousy


Friday di mana smua org tau is the last day in a week to work for those yg keje 5days cam den la huhuhu jgn jeles......ataupn n2k time blk yg pjg coz jam smpai kul 8 llbih lg kalo ujan....ngan skang ni my fren just told me jln sultan ismail tutup lgla org2 drive panas je dlm cuaca dingin ni. wit the season now a day jap ujan jap panas lg la we can't predict kan.....orang cakap nak dekat kiamat...Kiamat satu topic yang mresahkn smua org kan...den takut gak ngan kiamat ni tapi 2 la ntah bile nyer nak btaubatkan, makin hari makin banyak dosa je...Ya Allah bile la nak brubah aku ni.....

ok back to our topik jeles....baru je td browse my bestest fren nyer blog http://farahalida.blogspot.com dok syok2 bace ttibe timbul rase jeles ku mmuncak....die tsangat2 m'agungkan n mmuji2 husband die....aku bkn pe trase sat betapa btuahnyer die 2.....pas2 aku mmg respek die ngan care pmikiran die n their relationship...what a good wife n mother she is...tapi pk2 blk y must b jeles if I also have a superb husband....he might not b the same with the other guy but he also have a lot of spesel thing that always make's me counting my time to c him...(ini bukan nk compare ngan kak farah tau tp cume kbetulan bace so t'ingat gak kat hubby ku so den pujila :P jgn marah).

We have a lot of memory n story that i can tell my children when they grew up....i know him only for a while but knowing him is like 4eva n eva...n im saying that in a good way......he does change me a lot...I'm looking at myself after 4years with him is not the same person b4....he is not a romantic guy i must say but he's romantic in a way sumtime i dun notice it.......he dun call me 'sayang' everyday but when he say it, my body will be flying to the air....to know him is the best thing ever.....we are still young in the marriage life but he make me feel that I dun mind to b with him for the rest of my life (lame 2, bleh ke ko fira oit hehehe jgn marah bang)......i am jealous with kak farah n her life but in the same time i also feel greatful for the husband n life that i have....i have a simple life but that enough n suite me bcoz im just a simple women also (wah x sangka dh jd woman, how times flew so fast).....

I'm jealous with a woman walking with their child bcoz i want 1!!!!.....i know smua ni rezeki Allah n anak tu satu anugerah.....I do feel burden with all baby question to me n it hurts me to answer them all the time even in a smile....sapo x nak anak oit....I know Allah only give you His gifts when you are ready....if u r not ready even u think u r ready when its time, it will come 2 u.....i hold on to that word to make me happy even now a days i am surround with buncit geng :P Please help pray for me n my hubby a baby k...jeles ni tgk geng2 buncit ni siap ari2 ckp psl baby jeles den....suke dengar pasal baby tp x tau knape jeles gak huhu jgn marah hehehe...

okla its almost 6 now...time to go back....dok mnaip smpai lupe nak kol my luvly hubby to pick up hehehe ....c ya