People jealousy

Friday di mana smua org tau is the last day in a week to work for those yg keje 5days cam den la huhuhu jgn jeles......ataupn n2k time blk yg pjg coz jam smpai kul 8 llbih lg kalo ujan....ngan skang ni my fren just told me jln sultan ismail tutup lgla org2 drive panas je dlm cuaca dingin ni. wit the season now a day jap ujan jap panas lg la we can't predict kan.....orang cakap nak dekat kiamat...Kiamat satu topic yang mresahkn smua org kan...den takut gak ngan kiamat ni tapi 2 la ntah bile nyer nak btaubatkan, makin hari makin banyak dosa je...Ya Allah bile la nak brubah aku ni.....

ok back to our topik jeles....baru je td browse my bestest fren nyer blog http://farahalida.blogspot.com dok syok2 bace ttibe timbul rase jeles ku mmuncak....die tsangat2 m'agungkan n mmuji2 husband die....aku bkn pe trase sat betapa btuahnyer die 2.....pas2 aku mmg respek die ngan care pmikiran die n their relationship...what a good wife n mother she is...tapi pk2 blk y must b jeles if I also have a superb husband....he might not b the same with the other guy but he also have a lot of spesel thing that always make's me counting my time to c him...(ini bukan nk compare ngan kak farah tau tp cume kbetulan bace so t'ingat gak kat hubby ku so den pujila :P jgn marah).

We have a lot of memory n story that i can tell my children when they grew up....i know him only for a while but knowing him is like 4eva n eva...n im saying that in a good way......he does change me a lot...I'm looking at myself after 4years with him is not the same person b4....he is not a romantic guy i must say but he's romantic in a way sumtime i dun notice it.......he dun call me 'sayang' everyday but when he say it, my body will be flying to the air....to know him is the best thing ever.....we are still young in the marriage life but he make me feel that I dun mind to b with him for the rest of my life (lame 2, bleh ke ko fira oit hehehe jgn marah bang)......i am jealous with kak farah n her life but in the same time i also feel greatful for the husband n life that i have....i have a simple life but that enough n suite me bcoz im just a simple women also (wah x sangka dh jd woman, how times flew so fast).....

I'm jealous with a woman walking with their child bcoz i want 1!!!!.....i know smua ni rezeki Allah n anak tu satu anugerah.....I do feel burden with all baby question to me n it hurts me to answer them all the time even in a smile....sapo x nak anak oit....I know Allah only give you His gifts when you are ready....if u r not ready even u think u r ready when its time, it will come 2 u.....i hold on to that word to make me happy even now a days i am surround with buncit geng :P Please help pray for me n my hubby a baby k...jeles ni tgk geng2 buncit ni siap ari2 ckp psl baby jeles den....suke dengar pasal baby tp x tau knape jeles gak huhu jgn marah hehehe...

okla its almost 6 now...time to go back....dok mnaip smpai lupe nak kol my luvly hubby to pick up hehehe ....c ya